had not been feeling well since the pepsi i drank.. sigh.. i think i am becoming more and more sensitive.. ate the least i had eaten ytd since my puberty.. which is 1 vege bao, few mouthful of rice, 2 small cubes of meat and 1 serving of vege.. had slight fever ytd night.. so i went to slp at 9pm.. super early.. got woken up by sis at 10 .. ask me to eat the things they bought.. dun feel like eating also.. hmmx.. cannot slp back.. so watch tv till 11.. they left the room and i fell aslp.. today wake up.. i thot i felt alright.. and so.. i went to sch.. bought food cos i was feeling hungry.. but after one bite.. i feel like vomiting ald.. hiax.. the sandwich is now sitting beside me.. the smell makes me feel sick.. ahh... stupid pepsi..
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my uncle got admited into the hospital ytd... doc found something in his lungs.. dots i think.. hmmx..parents ask why didnt i visit him.. 1) i was too tired 2) i was feeling sick 3) i don feel like seeing a hospital.. well is actually expected that he will get some kind of disease.. cos from the way he cough .. i can tell something is wrong.. i used to curse him and all.. cos of all the things he did.. but when i heard he was admited.. somehow i felt guilty of cursing him.. hmmx.. maybe we only regret when things happen.. but in any case.. if he didnt smoke and drink.. this wun happen rite???!!! watever.. i wasnt feeling that well to think of so much ytd.. jus wanna go home and grab my bed.. one really shouldnt start smoking and drinking.. and see wat had he done??? he made my aunt cried, he caused asmatha to me before, he quarrelled with my father countless of time cos of money and health, he turn nasty when my dad ban him from smoking or when he is drunk.. sigh.. jus hope everthing will be fine ba.. hmmx.. moodless now...